I hate U

To just hate u, for loving the real person in U..

Gourav Khator
2 min readNov 7, 2021
A woman held by someone’s hand
Photo by Nathan McBride on Unsplash

Tis’ my soul, feeling some connections with u..
Tis’ my neurons, intercepting the signals of love for u..
To try and kill the long last, lost love surrounding me and you..

It is my heart..
My showering heart..
For whom, dilemmas art the conscious truth..
And reality with U, is an unintended lie too..

I hate u..
I hate u..
For, u are too nice..
A full-fledged package, I cannot even earn in this unworthy life..

I hate u..
I hate u..
For, u are too wise..
A mind sharp enough, to nourish my thinking with your adorable eyes..

I hate u..
I hate u..
For, u can visualize my shabby aura, with those innocent little eyes..
The eyes, which can perceive the diffs, around the good and the bad alike..

I hate u..
I hate u..
For, thy love happens to appear in the nearing future of thee..
Thy fiancé, I cannot even dream to be..

I hate u..
I hate u..
For, my jealousy of my burning desire is not dead..
The desire, I harvested inside me, just to retain the real YOU..

I hate u..
I hate u..
For, a creative masterpiece just like you..
Has been originally modelled by master Eros, the Greek god of love himself..

I hate u..
I hate u..
For, I love you madly..
And I want to be with u, till our never-ending breath longs to last..

I hate u..
I hate u..
For the ways of love, inscribed in the pages of love..
The pages, I am blind to even read through..
The acoustic meaning, I am deaf to hear thy too..
In the paralysis of the paralyzed me, to even love you..

Lastly,
I hate u..
I hate u..
For the reasons, only dedicated to U..
And in this chilly season of love..
To just hate u, for loving the real person in U..

— Your true love, Gourav Khator..

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Gourav Khator
Gourav Khator

Written by Gourav Khator

Thoughts flow well with my secluded ink

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